Run Like Hell

I have to keep reminding myself that being paralysed by fear at the task ahead, is not helpful and a fantastic bit of imagination on my part. We need a house in Edinburgh, large enough for us to perform in, live in, we need to be able to safely accommodate 10-20 audience members and we will be 7 or so living there. We need permissions, licences to perform, we need good neighbours to negotiate our noise levels with them. We don't need to play loud late at night, our shows can be afternoon and early evening. So to move this thing ahead, all I need to do is a list of tasks...phone calls and conversations. I am not a criminal, I have done nothing wrong, I 'm not a sniveling idiot, I just need to talk to people, to ask people questions in order to find a house. Glad I'm understanding this. Being a frightened rabbit is uhelpful and a bit tiring!